Looking in.....

Yesterday, after having an amazing time with the Lord, I had a melt down. I became so frazzled. I, in all my humanness, could not see in front of me. I gathered myself enough to call my husband and God gave him direction. Afterwards, I began speaking inwardly and realized the words I had been mulling over was then being tested. Was it truth to me or was it just something nice to know. Oh, It's TRUTH now! In all things I have to trust you and continue to do good and think good. Responding with gentleness and a confident spirit went out the window and fear stood strong and overbearing. I am reminded of Jesus saying, ".....Satan has asked excessively for you, that he might sift you like wheat, BUT I prayed for you....."I absolutely love it! I believe because I have been spending time with HIM that I was alerted early what was actually taking place and quickly came back to one accord with the Father. Thank you, Lord, that you are for me and on my side as long as I am on the side of righteousness and truth. Days like this brings me happily back to my knees. To bless my Lord and yet again pour out the contents of my alabaster box.